New Zealand~at last!

Guys, if you might be wondering, I'm in New Zealand at the moment. Its pretty cold here. Wow! the wind, you cant resist it. Its seems to be brain freezing me too, not very inspiring in my writing, you see?

Anyway, its just the first week here. I had just been hanging out in my aunts house, relaxing, eating, dreaming....etc. Well, on this trip, I'm committed to be incharge of the handycam. Its terribly sickening to have responsibilities piling up on you. Other than that, I could get use to everything pretty well. But homesick strikes me whenever something reminds me of home. Well, bother! How am i suppose to study abroad with such a weak spot?

In the meantime, thoughts about my future just keep bugging me lately especially last night. I tossed and turned for almost two hours before I fell into slumber. Thats what happens when I have too much time to think.

By the way, my aunt is going for a dancing competition later. More videoing to do. But thats not the problem. Feeling rather excited for her. Hope everything goes well. Fingers crossed! XD

I know I'm suppose to brief on what i'm doing here at the moment, but I havent done much for the past few days. The programmes here are not what we normally watch in M'sia too. Alright, I've got to go. Emergency call. Chiaoz <3
P/s : Good Luck to the Amazing Race contestants! All the best!

Mind your WHAT?!

All the world's a stage..hmm...like that that phrase~

BLISS~yesterday was darn full of fun with loads of drama making! my class WAS known to be a nerdy bunch of people(though i deny) before this. but those people who went up on stage ytd were students of 3A12 SHOWING THEIR TRUE COLOURS! we named ourselves NERD PRODUCTION, (funny how we got that name). Everyone did abso-po-si-tive-lute-ly well, bravo! Break a leg, ppl!XD love the outfits too. what was most extraordinary was the zest and cooperation among us all. looking at the photos on facebook makes me laugh so badly i ended up with a flu today.(does it even connect?)nevermind...

Today, was party in Sentosa! to be more precise, it was class party day for form 3 classes. for my class, we had it in Block G. we had food, music, chattering, laughters...sneezing(that was me XD)etc. we were high AGAIN! these ppl really know how to have fun,way to go! music course straight after school. hmmm....music inspires! went with ying siew, syuen, kar yan, su yin(correct?) and wai kay. wanna brush up on our karaoke skills since that night.... HAHAHAHA!!!!!

and er, this is for my dear friends!

"Don't worry about what may come...
What will be, will be..."

though sometimes we need to part to go further, our friendship that was and will shall remain in us. (I'll definitely miss u~)
Chiaoz ppl, mum calling...nitez!

just let go..fong sao~

hey ppl,been karaoke-ing the whole day...kinda like a singer in training, hah! went to time square and knocked ourselves out with four whole hours of singing. anyway,before that,i heard from my friends that gareth got accepted in the singapore exam thingy and i was stunned. not only by the fact that he was definitely good but also the thought that he might consider going. and that means leaving. i was so...its hard to explain. even now,i feel heavy.(not fat in that sense). so, i just 'let it all go' during the terrible singing session plus a very posh one too. by the end of it, well....i felt worse. it seemed like i was just running away from all of these emotions. terror la girls, u know. i was suppose to take the test too, but God had other plans for me....XD

speaking of karaoke, my first karaoke session of the year was on friday night where we sang in a banglo. there were loads of ppl and the banglo was like...wow! singing there was more like screaming(or it was made to be that way). it was fun but i was down with fever the next morning with a tummy upset. now, how bad is that already for the start of a day. thank GOD im still alive.(hah!)

todays Sunday class was pretty much about death too.since its All Saints Day. it was a really inspiring session, i was 100% into class,man. it too strucked me on how it feels to lose a loved one. to let go...again.

every morning, when i open my eyes, i would be grateful for even doing that and then seeing my loved ones. whats more, im able to hug them, talk to them etc. life is difficult, but it too contains abundant gifts to be happy about. let us always appreciate what we have and including the difficult times coz these are the times that make us acknowledge what happiness is all about.
good nite everyone!thanks for reading!XD

School~

well, i had a not so smooth day today.its kinda like what u see in dramas.dramatic is the word. okay,so heres the story.there were problems abt the play competition.and im not talking abt lil matters,they are 'big' stuff that push u all the way down. or meb its ME pushing myself too hard.when i got home,i felt so ashamed of myself for being so weak.its like losing ur reputation of some sort.haiz..hey guys,thanks for all yall kind words.really appreciate them.had them crowding my mind to block away other unhappy thoughts.


had a bad time with my sis too. i feel so guilty for making her cry. as her sis, i feel kinda protective over her nowadays. or should i say it has always been like this. i must say, i love her dearly. (im so sry...i didnt do it on purpose.)


"Best friends are the siblings that God forgotten to give us"


how sweet is that? so, to all my friends out there.u guys are very special gifts from God to me. fate brought us together. therefore, cherish the bond we have since we were meant to become friends evrsince we came to this world. CHEERS!=)

hold on to a good friend XD

Break~

Its Tuesday ,like usual...
except that it is in the middle of the hols..
pretty much just hanging around my HOME..
STUDYING...(gah!)being kinda sarcarstic already..haha :D

Anyway, read Sam's blog just now and i really gotta say
ITS FANTASTIC!
people can speak as if there was oil on their mouth and she could write as if there was oil on her hand..its a funny way of describing it though i like it..pardon me..
talented and bound to be author in future i guess..haiz!
how i wish...

"Love is giving someone the chance to destroy u and trusting them not to"
i find this lovely quote rather interesting and Xtremely meaningful..
it totally make the whole world of sense!
just think about what love is to u..
and i mean love in EVERY single way..
friends, family members...beloved ones...
even strangers...
its so powerful and influencial
overwhelming..and
it takes u away..

love to crap more but time is of the essense~
Hastalavista ppl!
(Ryan,bet u know how to use it by now!haha)

1st day of the hols..hmm..

Starting of the hols isnt much a thrill for me...

not in the mood yet i guez..~.~

anyway,my childhood friend, Sam (Sammi) came over for a visit..

its funny coz this time it was the both of us who arranged this meeting..

cool huh?feeling like grown-ups..haha

we had lunch at Goon Wah..bet loads of sentosarians know THAT place..

after having our tummies bloated,we acted like kids at the playground..(we are actually)..

her sis,chloe has grown so much and Sam isnt too bad herself either..

we spilled alot about our lives..much shared..hmm.. *thoughtful*

Mum and aunt Stella(sam's mum )

Me being a kid again...lol

Sam...doesnt like close-ups..haha

Chloe...her sis...9 only..cute eh?

Thats all for now..

gotta go pronto..

happy hols ppl!

Study HARD like theres no tmr..gosh!XD

Dual celebration~

Can it get any crazier?oh my goodness..school was total hyper today or rather MY day was totally a knock-out.tiredness plus satisfaction too..
the diabolo team made a great performance today,absolutely rocking yo!
im happy for the 1st time performers..bet they are grinning all throughout the day..
everyone,good job!despite our lack of time to practise and the pressure of doing so many stunts infront of the WHOLE school..that was something that deserves some credits..
THANKS PPL!XD
ying siew,i really gotta thanks u for the inspiration to video myself playing Yiruma's song..
RIVER FLOWS IN YOU~~
hmm...bliss...calming...love it!

Something i took when i was bored...

nothing special and spectacular but i still like it..

my camera aint that good kay?

Wet Plants...im doing koo-koo..

cant help it!

Tanjung Sepat..syiok man!

wow,i cant believe it!the trip we had been waiting for all these while just went pass in a flash.just viewed the photos on facebook and had me laughing my head off..HAHA!!!everyone had great fun,no regrets.the beach,SEPANG GOLD COAST was the best!we were wild,ppl!at the end,we were a combination of salty,sandy,sticky and a little crazy(in a good way though).

recognise us?lovely rocks eh?

yoohoo ladies!lookie here!(at the beach)

erm...enjoying the wind,maybe?

1st time flying a kite...

see the tiny dot in the sky?

hah!yup,thats the one attached to the string i'm holding...

cool,huh?

great trip,great experiences..

and most of all...

the bond we had formed between us all had gotten closer

with much more memories to savor...XD

again..for the second time of the day...

its a sunday++..starting of the tremendously short holiday of a week.well,better than nothing right?i fullfilled one of my wishes and im really glad to say that i finally learnt how to play the winter sonata.now..im working on writing a song.since syuen started it,i've been thinking..hey why not give it a try?its hard i must say.but the satisfaction u get is priceless.im feeling sleepy.just watched confessions of a shopaholic.vc and sl big fans of it.cnt tahan dy........==tata~blek!XD

dinner...

dinner??wow..i was suppose to go for a ball instead of this.i mean this is what a teenager of the 21st century would actually do,its all abt fun,right?but then again it reminded me that family comes 1st.so..i attended the dinner.my kai kor's grandma was celebrating her 80th birthday.it was grand,man!

me and sis fooling around~lol

my mum and i..alike?

my standard one malay teacher...lee lao shi!...hehe

hehe...playing with the table cloth coz nothing to do...so immature?u bet...

two of my ex-teachers...pretty

group photo...the ones in front are so formal whereas the back...haha

me eyes tired jor...

gotta go..at least i came back for some blogging...

do i get some credit?hello?

byez~

Da jie old le!hahax

Happy Birthday Ying Siew dajie!im so glad that u are feeling glad today.once a year as u say,so enjoy it to the fullest!reserve a place for my present ya!

As another friday,the debate competition continues as we fight till the end.lame~it wasnt bad.must have been a good birthday present for ys coz we survived.lolz.it must have been a miracle or something or i wouldn't have made it till the end.i was surprised that i gave my speech (that was quite unprepared)fluently,sort of.considering the last times.Gareth and gang was hilarious i must say.haha.they would make great entertainers.on the other hand,their debate was good.so must improvement.two thumbs up,ppl!woohoo!~~~CHIAOZ>>>

You are not alone~beat it~bille jeans~smooth criminal...^Q^

hi im FINALLY back to writing something again.well,last sat,me and my gang of girl guides helped Pn Francis with an event for the spastic children.it was a jogathan around bukit gasing and we girls in uniform are to become traffic warders for the day,cool huh?i felt really grateful abt myself after this trip,seeing that im so much more lucky than so many on this earth.i must say it is truly a great lesson God has lead me to.

LOOkie 'ere...XD(wats wen cai looking at?)

left our post to play at the playground nearby...lame~

wen cai was scared of the dog...=.=

wen cai finds it cute but it is not my cup of tea in dogs,sorry wen!XD

AND LASTLY

yee hui's pic

...

hahax

i love ya,dan dan,u are so adorable!

kai xin too of coz...

Something tragic that filled the whole world with sadness and pain happened too..

MICHAEL JACKSON ...

he was my very first idol and the only one with songs that contain my childhood memories

his only cds i have since ten years ago...

ten years ago...

rm 10?!!

anyway

he'll will always remain in our hearts,i bet!

I am holier!haha..

hey everyone,just got back from a bec camp at a convent,lovely,relaxing and really cool place(me likey).many families went together and one great part of it was that I got to know all the youths who were there,wow,praise the LORD!it was not rushey or anything so we took our time to experience the holy spirit but i was disapointed coz i din feel much.Haiz,anyway,my mum said that it takes time.other than that,we sang,ate,slept,all the normal stuff and....played football for the 1st time on my life.can u believe that?!i Cant,haha.exhilirating but fun.we teamed up with the guys,mixed around and played childishly.all was well.then i watched a great movie,L CHANGE THE WORLD!omgosh,its just fasinating,exciting and surprisingly touching.im totally in love with it(other than kar yee's chocs)XD.it was long but every second was worth it.L,u rock man!peace out!nitezZz...

FAB-FAN-BU-TAS-LOUS-TIC!!!!!

Wow,teacher's day seemed to have turned out to be TEENAGER'S DAY for us bunch of form3s.we had loads of fun since the beginning till the end.the performance turned out to be quite a success,everyone did GREAT!!!but i was quite dissapointed that Gareth wasnt able to be part of it.even so,he looked really COOL in the blazer being the mc.i wore one of those before and it was fun,cozy(lol).me,ying siew and wen cai wore those to help out at the PIBG meeting two months ago and we looked like this:

Me and YS!!!XD

these are photos of today's insaness,haha!!!

Crazy huh?!

This is us!

gotta go now,will catch up later!BY3!

Hero~Hero~

Wow,what a long day...the f3 prefects have been practising non-stop since after recess today.i salute u guys man!XDanyway,im quite touched.the prefectorial board that i once loved seemed to have come to life again.all the cooperation,hard work,support...haiz,i just miss the good old times.bryan brought a keyboard and electric bass to school today and its so funny to see everyone hovering over them.music is so overwhelming,so inspiring,so...undescribable,its BEAUTIFUL!!!!btw,i got my eng paper today too.it was okay i think(not quite what i expected tho)but i lost to clement for one miserable mark.Good for him tho,lucky guy.the number 90 sounds so nice.im going for a bec spiritual event this weekend.duno whats it like.just going with my family,hope it will be great.yi min's party will be also on that day,so yeah,im gona miss it for the 1st time!nvm,the camp is a new experience.wish me luck,ppl!XD

Purrfect!

i really miss the old times.when everything was still so new for me.life is an everyday drama and it is complicated,cant blame.music has been the only thing and place to let my feelings flow.everything seems to be goin fine at the moment,its just my thirst to have what was once mine now that i have lost it.my heart just keep controling me,man!lately, there is this girl who often mention my cousin's name everytime i pass by.its weird,but im getting used to it.i juz wanna know whats goin on.YEAH YEAH!i've finally got my RUBIKS CUBE!and i've just manage to finish it,its getting better(i hope).XD Iljimae is sooo coool~Lee Jun-Ki,ur the man!thats all,i guez,my dreams are coming,my eyes drooping...nitezZz...

hows life?fine i guez..

projects! projects! projects!its driving me crazy,but im glad its getting my mind off somethings.juz passed permit,YEEHOOO!!!!!now stuck with the comic project,one thing after another.Gosh!Got second in the badminton match ytd,good?haha.got hooked up with a new comic series lately,BLEACH!its great,im totally sooo into it.ICHIGO,i love you!its Mother's day today and the plan i've been setting up in my mind failed completely...again...OMGOSH!!!its always like this,haiz.my mum had expected this outcome anyway,haha.cant wait for the hols to come,my craving for it is crazy.thinking of my seniors in the pandu bss.wonder how r they doin eh?my dear niece is with me now.shes only 6 months old.lovely baby,popular too.my sis is videoing her.everyone is fussing over her and shes enjoying the attention.very photographic girl,even babies could pose while i cant,how frustrating.apart from her own name,Mabel,we also call her singalinga(duno wat it means too) and apple(thats from my dad).Here is a photo of the princess:

Mabel

another of her=)

Help me!

There goes another weekend again and me feeling grumpier than ever.or rather pressurized and lost.i just met the new teacher and i must admit she is ICHIBAN(excellent in japanese)!but i feel like giving up and losing the music that was my life before.i dont mean that im great or anything,its just that music use to take away my probs but its different now.she seems to be expecting alot from me and i cant reach that standard at the moment.i feel like running away,i feel empty.on Sunday, Blue house lost so badly,i feel like screaming out my lungs.why is this happening?i thought of joining cheer next year though i have no idea what will come.Today,the trip to the nasional archives have been cancelled too.i was sooo looking forward to it and it let me down again for the third time this weekend.i feel so shitty at the moment.i hope that tomorrow would be a better day. FingersCrossed!X

its a brand new world!

my first post of the year.fasinating,haha!anyway,lifes bin changing so much!i juz feel like i am growing up so quickly.time,i guess,is the one making me jumpy.so not looking forward to this sat.gona face a new music teacher.maybe its a good thing but i still cant accept the fact and get over it.man,im such a failure at times.i hate being irresponsible too,makes me guilty and mad.at least there is still hope in this scary world,as i believe.actually i think that everyone should have that in mind.finished 'Confessions of a shopaholic'..hmm...interesting especially the last part when the heroine of the story appears.one thing i like about the book is that it is so REAL!i mean things like that do often happen in life,do they?my eyes are drooping now,cant wait to hug my bed,haha.will spill more next time.ChiaozZz...