Back to life

Must have been 3 years since I last posted and honestly I'm not too sure where to start. Hmm let's see... I've already left high school for two years and am entering university for degree next month. Much growing up in the process yet am becoming more lost than ever before. Despite being already decided on which university to enter, I'm beginning to doubt my choice again. Geez, this seemed to be my major problem of the year! And I've been stressed out over and over again, big time. shifting my options from overseas universities to local institution definitely is my biggest source of stress. Imagine moving from all clean in the middle of the city college to slightly out skirted and not so posh looking university. I may sound like a brat but this is what I've observed. Secondly, I'm downright worried and anxious about the people I will meet and whether I will be able to make lifelong friends like what everyone in the world says. Uni is the highest point in your life where you will have the time of your life and make friends for eternity. Fingers crossed about that too. But then again putting these feeble complains and anxieties aside, the local U that I will be attending seemed like the though not perfect but most comfortable other than the fact that, sadly, it actually is my only choice if I were to start degree this year. Well knowing that it has a long history and a good reputation academics wise, the course and study outlines should not be too worrying. Also, being within driving distance, I would still be able to stay home and continue my weekly activities for another 4 years. Good or bad...I've thought through both sides and decided that the pros overwhelm the cons. So all's good. Not knowing whether it is a healthy sense of motivation to think that I'm literally going to rush out of this country the moment I get my degree, but I do intend (actually I really want and have) to going overseas to further my masters. Now this part gets me excited every time. But then again, its after 4 long years to only think about. In the meantime, I want to enjoy growing up, hanging out with my friends, mend bonds in my family and... BEGIN MY TRAVELLING DREAM! Gosh so much in my mind already yet im still running on the spot. Till the next. Sincerely, A feeling much better Chris P/s : i need a better design for my blog ;/