Help me!

There goes another weekend again and me feeling grumpier than ever.or rather pressurized and lost.i just met the new teacher and i must admit she is ICHIBAN(excellent in japanese)!but i feel like giving up and losing the music that was my life before.i dont mean that im great or anything,its just that music use to take away my probs but its different now.she seems to be expecting alot from me and i cant reach that standard at the moment.i feel like running away,i feel empty.on Sunday, Blue house lost so badly,i feel like screaming out my lungs.why is this happening?i thought of joining cheer next year though i have no idea what will come.Today,the trip to the nasional archives have been cancelled too.i was sooo looking forward to it and it let me down again for the third time this weekend.i feel so shitty at the moment.i hope that tomorrow would be a better day. FingersCrossed!X

its a brand new world!

my first post of the year.fasinating,haha!anyway,lifes bin changing so much!i juz feel like i am growing up so quickly.time,i guess,is the one making me jumpy.so not looking forward to this sat.gona face a new music teacher.maybe its a good thing but i still cant accept the fact and get over it.man,im such a failure at times.i hate being irresponsible too,makes me guilty and mad.at least there is still hope in this scary world,as i believe.actually i think that everyone should have that in mind.finished 'Confessions of a shopaholic'..hmm...interesting especially the last part when the heroine of the story appears.one thing i like about the book is that it is so REAL!i mean things like that do often happen in life,do they?my eyes are drooping now,cant wait to hug my bed,haha.will spill more next time.ChiaozZz...

2Cs of life..

The so free life of my holiday is providing me so much time to think about evrything of my everyday.I can even write a book out of all my thinking,its rather frustrating too sometimes.The two challenges of my life are Choices and Changes which makes all the differences in life.I hate making choices of my own.People say that it happens because of my lack of self-confidence.In my opinion,it is a burden.But my mum often tells me that life is not a bed of roses.Changes that take place in my years of growing up has their pros and cons too.Its not always bad but accepting it is the bigger factor.Developing an optimistic mind is always hard for me.I'm glad that there are always a group of people standing up for me and supporting me.I believe God has his plans for each one of us and this is where Faith comes in.Happy to be blogging again!

The spark of life!~breaking dawn

Everyday is like a story waiting to unfold itself.And ones life is like an amazing novel that even the world's bestselling author can't describe it fully.I've just came back from a two days children's camp to help out(of course).It was exciting at the idea of looking after adorable babies in the 1st place till the 'disasters' started to happen.The children sort of got outta control and really devastating.But during my night patrol there,to put the troubled children to sleep made me feel so close to them.I was like their older sister and I cared for them.The sensation was undescribable.I bet they felt the same way too.Today,my niece came over and I babysitted her.She was only 1 and a half years old.Spending so much time with her brought that feeling back again.I felt like I was connected to her.I loved to carry her warm and fragile body.Plus the laughters and smiles on her face made me feel happiness.you guys might think I'm weird but all these has also brought back younger memories of me.They were free of worries too.But I love it now too because of the fact of all the new things.Being loved by more people and being able to give more to others.Haha!

Twilight ROCKS!!!!

I'm finally back for some blogging.It has became a part of me all of a sudden.Less jibber jabber,now,let me get to the point.I've just watched the super romantic and breathtaking love saga,TWILIGHT!!!!!I've been soooo looking forward to this movie since I fell for the series.It was incredible,totally undescribable.I'm so lost for words for it.I love it!!!The Cullens rock too,they are tres coooool!I've been thinking alot too lately about...everything.It really bothers me.Puberty is a challeging stage.Problems come out of nowhere and start bugging you.Its great though after you've overcome the pressure,you get to experience new stuff and still have FUN!

Enjoy Ur Life,Dude!Peace Out!

Check it out,yo!

Hi everyone,the name's Chris,glad to blend in and trend in.Its great to finally have a blog.I am new,so you guys might find it a little unimpressive but I am working on it,mark my words.haha...I'll need a whole lot of help from a whole lot of people.I like writing cool stuff and sharing them with the world,hope blogging helps.I am feeling REAALLY stressed today,but it'll pass..Tmr will be a brand new day and thats when marching practise starts.It's late and I'd better hit the bunks.Goodnight,everyone...Once again...

WELCOME TO MY WORLD!