Howdy,I often get stuck at the first line of every piece I write,not that there are alot of them. Yea so here I am starting this post with nonsense.
A year is almost gone and though I've been really looking forward to the long term hol. A part of mind starts bugging me about how SPM is nearing(and a year passes ever so silently and quickly). Creepy. Its been a week since the hols started and I'm kinda freaking out that I'm not freaking out about finishing my assignments. Yet. MAN!!! I do realise that piles of stuff are waiting to be touched(in my case to look is already a bonus),but I just seem to be moving slowly while time runs pass me,sneering. An hour used to be a pretty long time for me. But now,a day with 18 hours to kill is just downright un-enough.
I seem to realise God's presence in my life throughout this year and I hope this feeling along with my faith will grow stronger each day. Though the more I think the more I doubt. A guy from another church shared an incident about God playing His role in his life. It felt true and I believed it is. For whatever that happens in my life has a reason and it is God's will and plan for me. My mum told me this and I use to wonder if God really speaks through people. Now I believe. I've even experienced it,they call it the gift of the Holy Spirit. Wonderful.
All year,I've been learning more about God and about myself. I can't say that I've graduated from this process but it seemed that by discovering hidden qualities of myself I tend to grow spiritually. I ventured into things I've yet to experience but was wishing to before this like taking part in an electone comp(had fun! :D) and joining the church ministry. Will be vonlunteering for the Chopin competition tmr. It would be cool to at least have a look of how a piano comp is like isn't it?
Speaking of which I need to hit the bunks right now to avoid falling off my feet tmr.XD
Oh yeah,I finished THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS trilogy and its AWESOME, FANTASTIC. Really drool worthy. Haha!
Till our next post. :D
My short attention span works on everything except YOU. <3
