Honeymoon year? Purrlease!

Hey guys,I suddenly feel downright guilty for leaving my blog untouched for weeks. Now with the fact that I am stressing out lately makes me even guilty for making this post a complaining one considering it a reunion with my long lost blog too.

Anyway,times pass,things happen. Yeap,loads of things whizzed through throughout this month. But what I am practically dealing with everyday is HOMEWORKS and ASSIGNMENTS.

Gosh! Can life get any 'better'?XD

I am glad for the xtra day of holiday. Well,sort of. I am not celebrating Hari Wilayah or anything,but at least I could get my mind off things. I really,so wanna,praying,begging God that I could watch the according-to-ppl-so-damn-good movie,AVATAR! I can't believe I mentioned it twice on my blog. Should the producers thank me? Guess not. Is that even necessary?

My sis is writing a story,I think. How I envy her. She has all the time she wants.
Cousin sister blabbering about how to write my bm essay. Stopping between listening to blog.
New stuff are starting turn up in my life lately. My head's a mess. Can't think straight too.

More blabbering,now about how disobedient I am for not finishing my hw yet
So GTG NOW! S.O.S!!!!!

MY! MY! MY!

Hola! Hows everything going on the second day of the year? Well, for me,its just simple i guess. Took a sort of wasted trip to the cinema, planned to watch AVATAR that topped the box office, but was told in the face by the cashier that all ticket today are SOLD OUT!!!

AHHHH!!!!

Disappointment, helplessness, i was stunned. Anyway, i've still got to watch a movie after mass tmr, THE VAMPIRE'S ASSISTANT.

After returning from NZ, I felt a whole lot different. First of all, im fatter which is a horror to me. Second, I totally miss the healthy diet there, not to mention the fresh air there too. And third, I've looked at life differently. I matured.XD (like those who know me will ever believe me) I thought almost all the time in NZ due to the so-free time I get to kill for one month. It often struck me that if I continue doing this, I might go koo-koo. LOL!

For the new year, I've started by cutting my hair at a length that might shocked the world. I've targetted myself to do a whole lot of reading this year. And writing too. (I hope I can keep that promise cause I never do) More music keeping up in the meantime.

Oh, btw, maybe im still in my serious holiday mood, I 've totally forgotten about my music class today and haven't got my bath after a whole day out. I hereby wish everyone out there a jolly new year! Make 2010 your year and a smashin' year too! Good luck!XD

New Zealand~at last!

Guys, if you might be wondering, I'm in New Zealand at the moment. Its pretty cold here. Wow! the wind, you cant resist it. Its seems to be brain freezing me too, not very inspiring in my writing, you see?

Anyway, its just the first week here. I had just been hanging out in my aunts house, relaxing, eating, dreaming....etc. Well, on this trip, I'm committed to be incharge of the handycam. Its terribly sickening to have responsibilities piling up on you. Other than that, I could get use to everything pretty well. But homesick strikes me whenever something reminds me of home. Well, bother! How am i suppose to study abroad with such a weak spot?

In the meantime, thoughts about my future just keep bugging me lately especially last night. I tossed and turned for almost two hours before I fell into slumber. Thats what happens when I have too much time to think.

By the way, my aunt is going for a dancing competition later. More videoing to do. But thats not the problem. Feeling rather excited for her. Hope everything goes well. Fingers crossed! XD

I know I'm suppose to brief on what i'm doing here at the moment, but I havent done much for the past few days. The programmes here are not what we normally watch in M'sia too. Alright, I've got to go. Emergency call. Chiaoz <3
P/s : Good Luck to the Amazing Race contestants! All the best!

Mind your WHAT?!

All the world's a stage..hmm...like that that phrase~

BLISS~yesterday was darn full of fun with loads of drama making! my class WAS known to be a nerdy bunch of people(though i deny) before this. but those people who went up on stage ytd were students of 3A12 SHOWING THEIR TRUE COLOURS! we named ourselves NERD PRODUCTION, (funny how we got that name). Everyone did abso-po-si-tive-lute-ly well, bravo! Break a leg, ppl!XD love the outfits too. what was most extraordinary was the zest and cooperation among us all. looking at the photos on facebook makes me laugh so badly i ended up with a flu today.(does it even connect?)nevermind...

Today, was party in Sentosa! to be more precise, it was class party day for form 3 classes. for my class, we had it in Block G. we had food, music, chattering, laughters...sneezing(that was me XD)etc. we were high AGAIN! these ppl really know how to have fun,way to go! music course straight after school. hmmm....music inspires! went with ying siew, syuen, kar yan, su yin(correct?) and wai kay. wanna brush up on our karaoke skills since that night.... HAHAHAHA!!!!!

and er, this is for my dear friends!

"Don't worry about what may come...
What will be, will be..."

though sometimes we need to part to go further, our friendship that was and will shall remain in us. (I'll definitely miss u~)
Chiaoz ppl, mum calling...nitez!

just let go..fong sao~

hey ppl,been karaoke-ing the whole day...kinda like a singer in training, hah! went to time square and knocked ourselves out with four whole hours of singing. anyway,before that,i heard from my friends that gareth got accepted in the singapore exam thingy and i was stunned. not only by the fact that he was definitely good but also the thought that he might consider going. and that means leaving. i was so...its hard to explain. even now,i feel heavy.(not fat in that sense). so, i just 'let it all go' during the terrible singing session plus a very posh one too. by the end of it, well....i felt worse. it seemed like i was just running away from all of these emotions. terror la girls, u know. i was suppose to take the test too, but God had other plans for me....XD

speaking of karaoke, my first karaoke session of the year was on friday night where we sang in a banglo. there were loads of ppl and the banglo was like...wow! singing there was more like screaming(or it was made to be that way). it was fun but i was down with fever the next morning with a tummy upset. now, how bad is that already for the start of a day. thank GOD im still alive.(hah!)

todays Sunday class was pretty much about death too.since its All Saints Day. it was a really inspiring session, i was 100% into class,man. it too strucked me on how it feels to lose a loved one. to let go...again.

every morning, when i open my eyes, i would be grateful for even doing that and then seeing my loved ones. whats more, im able to hug them, talk to them etc. life is difficult, but it too contains abundant gifts to be happy about. let us always appreciate what we have and including the difficult times coz these are the times that make us acknowledge what happiness is all about.
good nite everyone!thanks for reading!XD

School~

well, i had a not so smooth day today.its kinda like what u see in dramas.dramatic is the word. okay,so heres the story.there were problems abt the play competition.and im not talking abt lil matters,they are 'big' stuff that push u all the way down. or meb its ME pushing myself too hard.when i got home,i felt so ashamed of myself for being so weak.its like losing ur reputation of some sort.haiz..hey guys,thanks for all yall kind words.really appreciate them.had them crowding my mind to block away other unhappy thoughts.


had a bad time with my sis too. i feel so guilty for making her cry. as her sis, i feel kinda protective over her nowadays. or should i say it has always been like this. i must say, i love her dearly. (im so sry...i didnt do it on purpose.)


"Best friends are the siblings that God forgotten to give us"


how sweet is that? so, to all my friends out there.u guys are very special gifts from God to me. fate brought us together. therefore, cherish the bond we have since we were meant to become friends evrsince we came to this world. CHEERS!=)

hold on to a good friend XD

Break~

Its Tuesday ,like usual...
except that it is in the middle of the hols..
pretty much just hanging around my HOME..
STUDYING...(gah!)being kinda sarcarstic already..haha :D

Anyway, read Sam's blog just now and i really gotta say
ITS FANTASTIC!
people can speak as if there was oil on their mouth and she could write as if there was oil on her hand..its a funny way of describing it though i like it..pardon me..
talented and bound to be author in future i guess..haiz!
how i wish...

"Love is giving someone the chance to destroy u and trusting them not to"
i find this lovely quote rather interesting and Xtremely meaningful..
it totally make the whole world of sense!
just think about what love is to u..
and i mean love in EVERY single way..
friends, family members...beloved ones...
even strangers...
its so powerful and influencial
overwhelming..and
it takes u away..

love to crap more but time is of the essense~
Hastalavista ppl!
(Ryan,bet u know how to use it by now!haha)