2Cs of life..

The so free life of my holiday is providing me so much time to think about evrything of my everyday.I can even write a book out of all my thinking,its rather frustrating too sometimes.The two challenges of my life are Choices and Changes which makes all the differences in life.I hate making choices of my own.People say that it happens because of my lack of self-confidence.In my opinion,it is a burden.But my mum often tells me that life is not a bed of roses.Changes that take place in my years of growing up has their pros and cons too.Its not always bad but accepting it is the bigger factor.Developing an optimistic mind is always hard for me.I'm glad that there are always a group of people standing up for me and supporting me.I believe God has his plans for each one of us and this is where Faith comes in.Happy to be blogging again!

The spark of life!~breaking dawn

Everyday is like a story waiting to unfold itself.And ones life is like an amazing novel that even the world's bestselling author can't describe it fully.I've just came back from a two days children's camp to help out(of course).It was exciting at the idea of looking after adorable babies in the 1st place till the 'disasters' started to happen.The children sort of got outta control and really devastating.But during my night patrol there,to put the troubled children to sleep made me feel so close to them.I was like their older sister and I cared for them.The sensation was undescribable.I bet they felt the same way too.Today,my niece came over and I babysitted her.She was only 1 and a half years old.Spending so much time with her brought that feeling back again.I felt like I was connected to her.I loved to carry her warm and fragile body.Plus the laughters and smiles on her face made me feel happiness.you guys might think I'm weird but all these has also brought back younger memories of me.They were free of worries too.But I love it now too because of the fact of all the new things.Being loved by more people and being able to give more to others.Haha!