just let go..fong sao~

hey ppl,been karaoke-ing the whole day...kinda like a singer in training, hah! went to time square and knocked ourselves out with four whole hours of singing. anyway,before that,i heard from my friends that gareth got accepted in the singapore exam thingy and i was stunned. not only by the fact that he was definitely good but also the thought that he might consider going. and that means leaving. i was so...its hard to explain. even now,i feel heavy.(not fat in that sense). so, i just 'let it all go' during the terrible singing session plus a very posh one too. by the end of it, well....i felt worse. it seemed like i was just running away from all of these emotions. terror la girls, u know. i was suppose to take the test too, but God had other plans for me....XD

speaking of karaoke, my first karaoke session of the year was on friday night where we sang in a banglo. there were loads of ppl and the banglo was like...wow! singing there was more like screaming(or it was made to be that way). it was fun but i was down with fever the next morning with a tummy upset. now, how bad is that already for the start of a day. thank GOD im still alive.(hah!)

todays Sunday class was pretty much about death too.since its All Saints Day. it was a really inspiring session, i was 100% into class,man. it too strucked me on how it feels to lose a loved one. to let go...again.

every morning, when i open my eyes, i would be grateful for even doing that and then seeing my loved ones. whats more, im able to hug them, talk to them etc. life is difficult, but it too contains abundant gifts to be happy about. let us always appreciate what we have and including the difficult times coz these are the times that make us acknowledge what happiness is all about.
good nite everyone!thanks for reading!XD